Waw, this has been a crazy day!
My computer crashed on Sunday night, and for the entire day I have been trying to send out a mail to you.
First with my tablet, didn't work. Then with my phone, didn't work.
I didn't get at the point of getting extremely frustrated, all I was thinking, what is the meaning behind this?
I am a strong-willed person who never gives up, and today I had to surrender several times. Surrender and let go...
Finally tonight I found an old laptop and tried to start it up and it worked !!!
I'm all about authenticity and being real, so by the time I could write this mail, it seemed absurd to only send you my weekly quote.
So I decided to share how I tried to stay calm and centered while things did not cooperate at all. I had several other challenges today but will spare you the details.
I even had a magic moment tonight in the car while waiting for my daughter, I heard a wonderful song (for those interested this is the song), I witnessed the sunset and realized that I couldn't be happier.
So letting go of our apparent problems of the day, trying other ways to resolve the problem without attachment, focusing on things that do work, can seem simple but are a daily exercise for me :)
Sending you love, Barbara.
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