and have been pretty frustrated about it.
The trap is once you've known the flow,
being in complete alignment with who you are,
being in the place of deep inspiration,
seeing the divine in everything,
feeling deep trust in how things unfold,
expecting infinite possibilities coming your way because you were born to expand
and enjoy the dance of life...
Once you get out of this flow
you get frustrated about it,
you don't understand how you got out,
you get trapped in mind activity again,
and the exact act of willing to be in the flow again
is the very act that keeps you out of it.
Letting go is not something that you can want to do
you just have to do it.
Being ok with all of it,
is the essential part
when I'm ok with being in or out of flow,
accepting and loving myself in any possible condition,
then I get out of the narrow image of myself,
in that acceptance I go beyond my little self
and become part of the larger me.
In this love and kindness towards myself
I grow.
No more images under pressure to be
a perfect mom
in perfect shape
an extraordinary coach
a wonderful wife
spiritually advanced...
Dropping these labels
freeing myself from this pressure,
accepting myself the way I am,
seeing that I am perfect with all my 'imperfections',
opens this flow of inspiration,
the flow of love,
this divine place where it all starts,
where it all comes from.
Surrendering your ego
giving up control
and trust that things will be ok
even if they are not going
the way 'I' want it...
This is what I wanted to share with you today,
and thank you for taking the time to read it.
Sending you love,
Barbara.
