My Health Self-Sabotage Story
Nine years ago today, May 21, 2013, I realized I was sabotaging my health.
I didn't do the very thing I knew I needed to do. Here's my story...
It was an embarrassing problem I didn't want anyone to know about.
For 6 solid weeks, I'd had back-to-back hot flashes. Volcanic ones!
They were so bad my clothes would be drenched. And there wasn't even time to change clothes before the next one arrived! 🥵
I stayed home and barely went out to grocery shop, mortified of anyone noticing I was dripping with sweat. I wanted to be as small as possible so no one would see me. Being 5'10" made that impossible.
Fortunately, I work from home but couldn't concentrate on my business because I felt so out of control of my own body. It felt weak. I also felt stupid because I'd helped so many clients heal various ailments with energy work.
Big questions: What would I do if a client had this problem? What visualization would I guide them through to heal their body from the inside out? 🧐
Truth is, I hadn't done for myself what I did for everyone else! Why?
Because my subconscious mind was protecting me from knowing the real (emotional) reason I was having this issue. (I'll disclose this in my workshop)
SIX SOLID WEEKS!!! I was at my wits end. I was scared. I knew doctors would just prescribe drugs or fake hormones I wouldn't take anyway so I didn't go to any.
And I knew that all ailments are caused by emotions... I needed to be my own client. I needed my own energy work.
The energy work took an hour or two. Immediately, the hot flashes stopped and only occurred TWICE that day afterward.
The next day, I said a giant prayer. I told God I'd done everything I'd learned - everything he's put in front of me - and asked him to please take care of the rest.
I've never had another hot flash since that prayer and that was NINE years ago today! Happy Non-Sweaty Anniversary to me! LOL 🤗