This is hard for me to share..⁠

Because.... I felt like a complete failure.⁠ ⁠

As a mother, as a business owner & as a wife… ⁠ ⁠

In that moment it felt like….⁠ ⁠

It was all coming crumbling down (everything I had worked so hard for)⁠ ⁠

Like the weight of the world was on my chest⁠

Like I had given it everything I could and I just didn’t have the energy anymore⁠

Like I had nothing left to give⁠

Like I wasn’t myself but I couldn’t actually pinpoint why it all felt so heavy and overwhelming.⁠ Like I was letting everyone down.⁠ ⁠

I felt like giving up!⁠ ⁠

And that night…⁠ ⁠

I just couldn’t hold it together anymore… ⁠ ⁠

And I had the BIGGEST ugly shower cry of my life and ended up going to bed feeling totally defeated with puffy eyes and a banging post cry headache. (look it up, it’s totally a thing) ⁠ ⁠

And when I woke up the next morning after having the best sleep I had in weeks. ⁠ ⁠

I expected to feel that same heavy energy that had been consuming me for the days prior.⁠ ⁠

But… ⁠ ⁠

It all just felt so much lighter⁠

I felt like myself again⁠

I didn’t feel overwhelmed or super emotional⁠

I felt like I totally had all my shit together and I could in fact probably conquer the world. ⁠ ⁠

 Yeh it may seem a bit dramatic.. I know.⁠ ⁠

But it all felt so damn valid in real time like the pressure and the problems and the pain felt so overwhelming and yet all it took was a massive cry to release all that pent up anxiety, the worries, the stress, the fear and the stagnant energy.⁠ ⁠

And all those “problems” that Felt so big just seemed so insignificant in the light of a fresh day. ⁠

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The truth is… ⁠ ⁠

You are stronger than you think.⁠ ⁠

You have conquered every one of our biggest challenges to date. ⁠ You have survived all of your hardest days. ⁠ ⁠

Every single one, you have made it through. ⁠ ⁠

Keep going ⁠

Don’t hold it in - Have a big ugly shower cry if you need to. ⁠ ⁠

Remember you got this.

You are stronger than you think. ⁠ ⁠

Much love

Kirra

Xx⁠