Hi Friend

Where did I go wrong?

I remember it like yesterday. I worked hard as the sole entrepreneur of my coaching and consulting firm. I traveled the country preparing small businesses and investment firms to turn their bottom-line profits around by streamlining systems, increasing profit margins, and creating healthy cultures for their staff and teams.

The friends I'd been so lovingly supporting, the family I devoted my life to, my business, and the man of my dreams came crashing down around me, and to boot, I was six months pregnant. I didn't realize my life's toxicity until it blew up in my face.

There I was, alone, broke and homeless, and about to give birth amid this fallout.

I was devastated.

The problem was I didn't want to admit to myself that my life was toxic. But, the truth of the matter was deep inside, I knew. But I needed to learn how to change, fix, or do something different.

My relationship with my mother had been toxic since I was a little girl. Yet, I needed to learn how to honor myself, make healthier choices and create a life I loved. I wasn't thrilled with my business, although I was successful. As a sole entrepreneur, I worked seven days a week and 18 hours a day, making other people's dreams a reality. But, it nor my success was enough for her. So, I sabotaged it.

The loving friends I'd had for decades were a pit of vipers. So, much gossiping and back-biting among my friendship circle. It was no longer a safe space of trust or love. I had to keep my private life hidden, or else I'd become a target, which I became once everyone found out I was pregnant. Although, I was always the one to support, nurture and be there for any of them in their time of need. Coaching, healing, or giving readings when they needed guidance, answers, or to pick up the pieces, yet they were too busy tearing me down to lift me in my time of need. To them, I was invisible and taken for granted.

I'll make sure to let you know about my relationship drama later.

All I knew was that I had a baby on the way. One the doctors said would never happen for me. I'd done a great deal of Crystal Resonance Therapy and Reiki Womb healing to regenerate my organs and hormones. But energy work wasn't the only thing I was doing. I was developing the connections to my toxic living choices to end them myself.

The Universe just beat me to the punch. More like a sucker punch.