I was also a church and community leader and it is really hard for those of us who know better to admit we have been beaten by an addiction that others who haven't experienced simply don't understand. It is not quite as simple as "just say no."
What we have to remember is that the Bible reminds us that "All we like sheep have gone astray...each of us has gone our own way" it is not just me and you. EVERYONE sins. We can't let our challenges shame us into silence. Today is a new day and we have a Savior that has won the battle and He is ready to offer victory to all who ask.
This is my mission in life so I hope you will let me help you.