I never stopped coaching, designing brands and developing websites, I just couldn't go looking for work. I allowed the work to come to me, and I'm so grateful that more than enough always arrived.
Because the changes that were happening were so personal and so fast (even though at times it felt so painstakingly slow), I didn't know where to begin sharing with you. I could only focus on what was in front of me, and so, I began writing and writing and writing. I have filled journal, after journal, and I hope to share more and more of what fires through my neurotic neurons in the future. Because I have been living and growing through huge internal and external changes, I had to trust in what was presented to me as it was presented. I had to let go of what I thought my life and my businesses should look like (oh that was difficult for me... I'm SUPER stubborn!!). There's a spiritual proverb that says "what's meant for you, won't miss you", which in practice, I believe, means that when you drop resistance, what's meant for you will either to flow to you or fall away from you.
I didn't know if I was going to come back to you, but I'm so happy to be here.
Thank you for allowing me to grace your life, your business, your inbox. I like it here. I hope you keep in your back pocket!
Of course, the best part of the departure, is that while I feel everything I am offering is entirely different because I'm entirely more whole, happy, emotionally aware, grounded, resilient, intuitive, skilled, steady, different person... BUT when I sit here to share my creative service with you, it looks (and feels) remarkably akin to what brought me into your life in 2013 through 2015.
God Laughter & Plan 2 - Heidi Ego 0. In times of challenge, I found myself coming back to my former education Live Your Legacy, the Abundance Attunements and Triple Your Email list you best believe they're even more relevant, insightful and practical today, than in 2013, so expect their come back and so much more this year!
There's so much I want to share with you, so much to fill you in on that's transpired since 2016: + moved continent where I knew nobody (Berlin, Germany - to Whisler, Canada) + separated from my long-term 11 year relationship + opened a coworking space on main street Whistler + cultivated wonderful relationships with new people Whistler while living there for 2 years on my own + observed and held space for the healing of traumatic emotional distresses to include suicide, psychosis, bankruptcy, cancer, rape, heartbreak, abortion and active depression + moved back to Ireland, into my family home to take care of my dad with terminal cancer (I hadn't lived with my parents for longer than 2 months since I was 16. Ive been here for 14 months now.) + took the role as a primary care giver to my dad for the past 14 months + deepened my connection and commitment to nature + deepened my connection to my innate alchemy + completed my Reiki 2 and Reiki Masters + downsized my life into a van + learned how to date (thank you bumble! went on my fist date aged 29) + discovered a how to cultivate a level of natural resilient happiness + attended a short story workshop at the Bantry Literary Festival + faced my addictions, escapisms and fears + healed my heart from an illusion of love + stopped being careless with myself + swam with turtles in Hawaii + sailed on a 4 million $ yacht with 4 Swedish vikings for 10 days on the Carribean Sea from St Lucia to St Martin ...and that's really only the tip of the iceberg.
So before I invite you to a little intuitive check-in, there's 3 more items on the agenda.
1. Please expect to receive an email from every Sunday. To ensure you don't miss it, be sure to flag this email address as important or hit the gold star and/or if using gmail, pop me out of your promotions folder and into some place a little more intimate. ;)
2. I've separated my offerings into 2 businesses, my life coaching work, the Innate Alchemy Method, how to alchemise your subconscious patterns to advance your the life you love is home to heidilidholm.com. All website development, brand design, social strategy and email marketing is home to Authentika.life. New website coming soon!
3. I'd love for us to get to know each other better, but if you no longer wish to hear from me, please unsuscribe. Please only keep me in your life if you want me in your life.
Now, over to you.
Take a few, peaceful moments to reconnect with the depth of yourself.
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