Do you ever just take a second and really evaluate yourself. Look at the way to treat yourself & others. I try to do this on a daily basis. Constantly making small shifts in my own personal structure in order to become more consistent... More disciplined. This is something that I've lacked my entire life. I never followed the rules, ever & for some reason within my unruliness found a way to succeed. I feel like a lot of creatives like you & I have something similar within. The ability to create outside the lines. But..... After exploring the great unknown you figure out why there are certain lines in place. The mistake that a lot of us make is trying to fit within someone else's lines. The other day (4/20 actually lol) I had the great idea of creating "My Own Lines" that I'm allowed to color within & also expand upon as time goes. I hate to admit it but creating some routine & discipline is necessary in order to make it to another level. ~ Epik The Dawn